ABODE OF LIGHT SONGS OF THE MOTHER

FURTHER  HOLY  EXPERIENCES  OF  DEVOTEES  
October  16th, 2016

OM JAY SAI RAM                       OM JAY MATAJI MAHADEV SHIVA

Dear Friends,
To Ulrich`s and Elisabeth 's DIVINE EXPERIENCES
- years ago - during the DARSHAN of
SHRI MATAJI MAHADEV MEENA MA SHIVA
in the TEMPLE in Hofheim near Frankfurt
I would like to add   -

Friends of mine  -  20 years back  -  had this
GRACE-FULL EXPERIENCE :
When during their personal DARSHAN
they placed their heads into
SHRI MATAJI MAHADEV MEENA MA SHIVA's LAP,
they felt they were placing their heads
into  SHRI SWAMI SATHYA SAI BABA's LAP ! ! !
And vice versa: During SWAMI's DARSHAN
in  HIS  MANDIR in Puttaparthi, they saw
that SWAMI was transforming into SHRI MATAJI ! ! !

I asked  SWAMI  please  to experience something like this too ...
but -  since SWAMI has a different educational path
with each soul, I experienced this:

20 years ago, after the first DARSHANS  with
SHRI MATAJI MAHADEV MEENA MA SHIVA
I woke up one night hearing
a sweet, beguiling Voice beside my bed:
"I AM SHIVA"
I asked SHRI MATAJI MAHADEV SHIVA
what this experience means  -
and SHRI MATAJI MAHADEV SHIVA replied:
"You do not understand that yet"

Today I do understand ...
and I also understand the context
of this EXPERIENCE at that time
with a DREAM telling me:
"Ever since you have been with SHRI MATAJI 
it becomes clear
how many spurious layers you consist of ... "

YES   -   I had asked SWAMI many years ago:
"YOU ARE SATHYA -
PLEASE DESTROY MAYA / ILLUSION within me ..."
And so SWAMI had sent me to SHRI MATAJI ...
SHRI MATAJI MEENA MA - SHE IS MAHADEV SHIVA ...

The TIME for SHRI MATAJI MAHADEV SHIVA
to PRONOUNCE HER / HIS BEING SHIVA to the WORLD
WAS TOO EARLY YET ...

However, with me the EXPERIENCE has been obvious ...
Layer by Layer ... Layer by Layer ...
MANY - VERY MANY LAYERS - within myself
were uncovered by SHRI MATAJI MAHADEV SHIVA  -
and the end is not yet in sight ...
One layer is uncovered   -
And ten new ones come to light ...

SHRI MATAJI is SHIVA   -   all these years
in everyday life we could EXPERIENCE ...
and n o b o d y has understood ! ! !
How often SHRI MATAJI told us helpers:
"Take your M a s k s off ! ! ! "
But ... “ taking off one`s M a s k “ hurts ...
so we human beings like running away ...

This was also shown to me in DREAMS:
for example -
In the DARSHAN - ROOM in  the TEMPLE in Hofheim
SHRI MATAJI is throwing a ball to SWAMI SAI BABA
wishing SWAMI to throw the ball to me ...
SWAMI does so -
And I hide away ...

Ohhh  -  how much work is still in store for the Ego,
when it hides away ...

During DARSHAN of SWAMI in Puttaparthi
I had asked SWAMI for this most wonderful Motherly
LOVE - IDENTITY - EXPERIENCE
which my friends had had :
SWAMI = SHRI MATAJI ...
HIS LOVE = HER LOVE ...

However  -  my path was a different one -
SWAMI sent me
into SHIVA's BURNING FIRE ...
into SHRI MATAJI MAHADEV MEENA MA SHIVA's
TEMPLE in Hofheim and for years now
in SHIVA SHANTI ASHRAM in Bavaria ...

Something else I had asked SWAMI for
during a DARSHAN at HIS ASHRAM  was :

"PLEASE SWAMI  -   DESTROY MY EGO ! ! "
Yes - THAT can only happen in everyday life ...
when you are confronted with Challenges ...

S H I V A   -
SHRI MATAJI MAHADEV SHIVA
DESTROYS THE DEMONIC EGO -

Dear Friends -
This is a topic in itself  -   because:
WHEN SHRI MATAJI MAHADEV MEENA MA SHIVA
DRINKS THE POISON OF THIS WORLD -
AS IT OFTEN   -  YES OFTEN   -
HAS BEEN SAID IN FACEBOOK
AND HERE  ON THE WEBSITE
THAT MEANS
THE POISON NEAR AND REMOTE -
THE POISON IN THE VERY NEAREST SURROUNDINGS
AS WELL AS IN THE MOST REMOTE CORNER OF THE WORLD ...

REDEEMING THE NEGATIVITY OF THE WORLD ...

CAN YOU IMAGINE   -
IF ONLY TO A VERY SLIGHT EXTENT  -
WHAT SHRI MATAJI MAHADEV SHIVA
IS CARRYING
BY HER OWN FREE WILL ...

WHAT CRUCIFIXION means   -
"THE LAMB OF GOD WHICH IS CARRYING AWAY
THE SINS OF THE WORLD ... "


IN GREAT GREAT THANKFULNESS
WITH LOVE REVERENCE DEVOTION
I am placing this illusionary Dummy Structure
of the small Ego
to the HOLY FEET of
SHRI SWAMI SATHYA SAI BABA
SHRI MATAJI MAHADEV MEENA MA SHIVA
SHRI SWAMI JESUS CHRIST
SHRI VISHNU

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